

The phone rang after midnight, alarming even my cat Lady
Bug who all but knocked the receiver from the stand jumping from the bed to
hide in the closet.
It was from a young man I had not seen or heard from in years,
the youngest son of my long-time friend George who on learning of the death
of my dear wife, Pat, and knowing me well enough to realize the depth of my
grief, had hitched a ride out to my place to keep my company. And no way did
he spout the usual and meaningless “You'll see her again in heaven,” “She's
gone to her reward” and “God called her home” chatter. Rather, he set a tattered
old satchel holding his meager earthly belongings on the floor, gave me a
hug and we sat on the floor and cried until falling asleep sometime before
daylight. Old George was that way, over-emotional and melancholy, traits that
I fully shared which must in some strange way have brought us together when
we were both on the juice back in the 1960s.
Anyhow, the midnight caller told me that George had died,
out on the street during a chill and lonely night where he had been living
on and off for the past several years. Once the owner of a small hamburger
stand, beer and marijuana and I-don't-know-what-all had brought him down.
He'd live on the streets for a time, the sober up and work odd jobs before
falling back on the bottle, Rescue Mission, Poverello House and eventually
the street with the police telling him to “move on” a hundred times if they
told him once.
The family wanted me to come to the funeral – I assumed to
be a pallbearer – but I explained that I did not drive anymore and that at
84, was too old to carry my fair share of the casket and would likely break
down and be an embarrassment.
“None of that matters,” said the son, “and we'll pick you
up and drive you home.”
Of course I'd go, I said, old George was my true-blue and
longtime friend.
I thought a lot about George while he stayed with me a day
and a night. For one thing, I remember he was so hungry he ate six eggs, as
many slices of toast and a dozen slices of bacon for breakfast. And he was
in dire need of a shower, shave and toenail trim and had a couple of what
appeared to be knife cuts that needed peroxide, Neosporin and bandaging.
George looked around the living room at my antiques, a Victor
“His Master's Voice” wind-up phonograph, Regulator wall clock and old brass
bird cage with mild interest, but seemed enthralled standing in front of my
bookcase.
“Have you read all of these books?” he asked.
“Many I have, and others are for reference in my writing.”
“Read me some poems,” he said, “I haven't read or heard a
poem since I was a kid.”
I looked through my sparse collection and pulled out something
I thought would interest him, “The Complete Poems of Robert W. Service,” and
settled on “The Lone Trail” and “The Cremation of Sam McGee.”
Actually, there's not much I'd rather do than read poems
aloud. In fact I do so often but rarely to an audience. People as a rule,
I think, sluff poetry off as old-hat stuff. Well, not I who listened many
a time to Charles B. Garrigus, late California Poet Laureate, Reedley College
professor, poet and novelist. And oh, how he could recite poems, especially
on the creaking old Cayucos pier on a moonlit night and the long crest of
waves catching what he called “moon fire” before crashing and dying on the
shore.
I mean, he was like a bellering Roman Senator, and while
there had initially been no one around to listen, suddenly there were a dozen,
including young couples holding hands and I don't know anything more beautiful
than that.
It turned out that old George wanted me to read the whole
damn 700+ page Robert W. Service book, and “The Men Who Don't Fit In” three
or four times.
Presently however, I reached for Robert Frost and read him
“The Road Not Taken.”
Old George looked at me and wept when I bellered out that
last verse in my best Garrigus manner:
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence;
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I –
I took the one less traveled by
And that has made the difference.
“I should have taken the other road,” George admonished himself.
Well, it turned out that his family didn't want me to be
a pallbearer as I'd first thought which had worried me because I've always
been one to carry my fair share of the load. Rather, they wanted me to sit
with the family, and I probably wept as much or more as any of them.
As I watched Old George's casket lowered into the ground,
I suddenly thought of Robert Frost's poem again and the line about “two roads
diverged in a wood” that so enthralled him. I'd never thought of it before,
but either way, old George would have ended up here anyhow because the two
roads eventually came to the same end.
And then it occurred to me that this is also that “On” place
that police are continually telling street people to move to, but they won't
be telling Old George that anymore.
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